Business

 May be able to find some spiritual resonance, get some inspiration in life.
Now begin.
One, after graduation, unemployment and fooled, impoverished southwestern Hunan
my hometown is a small remote town. family opened a facade, before selling clothing, then switched to selling groceries, and then later changed again to sell shoes. Whatever you do, do not seem to make too much money, but in debt. In my feeling, those Debt seems to be endless, forever might not have the. until I attended a couple of years later, it gradually with his brother home to pay off debts. So, 20 years my family economy has been very embarrassing. from small to large, I rarely purchase any new clothes. there is a blue cloth jacket, and I have been from the third grade through junior high school to college, and now in my box, both as a relic, but also not willing to throw.
University IV I also lived in the days of extreme distress. In the days of poverty, the only consolation is that give me the spirit of the book. I am all day long soak in the Library, eagerly reading a lot of various books. I am convinced that only a book could change me fate. At that time, I look forward to early college, can find a good job, pay off the debt as soon as possible at home. the debt has been my home and my parents overwhelmed.
finally graduate, survived the days of distress four years of college, I finally was time to release it. When I am hopeful to find work, they found around the wall, not a unit willing to me. I attended Hunan University of Science and Technology University, Xiangtan schools located in the hometown of Chairman Mao. college, always with their school pride in the hometown of Chairman Mao. but graduated, where they can not find work.
is a chance with the work of a friend in Shenzhen in touch with. friends share a lot with this, I decided to go to Shenzhen battles.
my college major was embarrassed to say, is the ideological and political education profession. after all, Xue-wen in order to find a civilian job. But this seems hard to find in Shenzhen. every day to run all kinds of talent market size, can not a job is right for you. God knows I had only a paltry 400 million dollars .400 How long can spend in Shenzhen, needless to say. So I quickly fell into panic among the work in sight.
here I want to start to talk about friends. I am a relatively pleasant person, a lot of friends treat the friends I have always been very sincere, but also very generous. Though I am no money, but to borrow money at a friend's looking for me, I never hesitate to always meager living from the inside out their number to . I am the person thin-skinned, people borrow money without returning it, I'm embarrassed to fight (there are still a few people did not also do, although only a few dozens of blocks, huh, huh). have a female friend from my high school very good friends, and read is also the same university, is an extraordinary friendship (explain, we do not boyfriend and girlfriend, perhaps too familiar, does not produce the kind of feeling). She is a young lady from a wealthy family , spending money like water, the total monthly cost of 800 yuan or more, sometimes more than 1,000 yuan.'s sake which I only look into the distance. I basically spent a month at 150 yuan. but she also often to borrow money from me. as a friend, sorry did not hesitate, so frugally to lend her one by one or two hundred, lending opinions do not want to come back. you see, may be more angry, saying that friends do not matter whether it is a good friend would not be so naive. but then I seemed more simple, feel that since a friend, less preoccupied with it. She is still very good man, generous, warm, in addition to money to Dehen point, the rest are good. Anyway, college student, I get along with her was very pleasant.
she read the specialist, as early as the year I graduated from college. and all other friends, After graduation, she and my contact is also less. but I always take her as is my best female friend.
now I am in Shenzhen looking for work, life has been plunged into end of its tether, my first thought is that she . I think my friendship with her, do not beat about the bush, made directly with her to borrow money urgently. I thought she would readily agreed, she was promised no reason not to.
results you've guessed it , is it? Yes, the result of a very tacky, a big big place every day, and has been the result of shell-shocked. she refused. she is coldly rejected. She seemed to think I borrowed her Money is a very funny thing.
the moment I suddenly felt that I did something stupid, but this stupid made me quickly to become mature. In the past I always thought that friends are friends, play is a good friend, not so much other content. But this moment, I began to chew from difficult time for you to avoid any person will not be your friend!
true friend is in trouble when you are still people who would never betray you!
this reason no one understand. If you come across two kinds of people, I would like to congratulate you. you will see through the deeper life.
extremely difficult in my time, my closest women friends from the friendship and I never ( Really, since then we have no longer any contact). At the same time, my best male friend, is that friends who work in Shenzhen, reached out to me the warmth of his hand. He not only gave me the rent, and take the initiative give me the money (I would like to emphasize that I never speak to him by a penny every time he asked I have no money, then take the initiative to give money to me, and I do not know what When can I put the money back to him). he was not high wages, only 1,500 yuan a month. But this 1500, two men to support all the living expenses. in the most difficult times, his body is only 200 yuan a But he still did not hesitate to give me 100 dollars.
life can meet such a friend, you can not complain. You do not go complaining about your life you heartless. Therefore, even in the life of another difficult times, I do not feel lonely. I am teeth, body erect, facing the brutal life, Yiran not fall.
more than a month, I finally found a job. But do not be too happy early, because soon you will know, I live because of the hard work has only just kicked off.
job is advertised through the streets to find (here to remind friends looking for work, especially recent graduates friends, do not believe that street advertisements, or have taken the bait you cry too late. in Shenzhen looking for work, you can only believe that a job market that is big market in Shenzhen City personnel). the company's name is such and such a trade station, is said to be under the Bureau of Shenzhen, a certain company (and then I did not up). I'm interested in is that reporters and editors. The dream is the world's news when a heart sick. I thought, fulfilled my dream instrument allows friends. but a training he realized that advertising sales. The station ready to do the so-called Yellow Pages of foreign trade, foreign trade of Shenzhen to be collected company information, registration information and then call the companies that advertise in the Yellow Pages. then I kind of feel cheated. But think of yourself looking for a job for so long, go find do not know what month to find and interviews with 800 people that month, there are 800 better than is now thought to floating well, so peace of mind carrying it out.
the large number of foreign recruitment of new workstations, our job is to sweep the floor every day , holding certain official documents issued by Council, the highest level from the office until the lowest level, a company a company to knock on the door, talk to the company's prospects, said: Hello, I am certain trade station in Shenzhen, in order to with the work of certain Bureau of Shenzhen's foreign trade companies of all do a survey, please fill out your head in this form, please? willing to fill in a form with very few companies, most companies will visit in this strange Business people scoffed. I like the boom times been violently out. but no way, in order to survive, I still want to continue to the next company to go to the same thing over again.
over a period of time, we all With the information, they begin to have the information to those who registered the company called to say that we have this service, you would be willing to do this kind of advertising. workstation we do not have any marketing skills training, up by our own blind dry. so many people, one month down, performance is all zeros.
Although the results did not make, but should still pay some of it. We are in the habit of thinking. There are many unscrupulous business owners, public clamor, saying that Shenzhen is not dependent areas, and only through their own labor was fed. words rational at first glance, in fact he is turning the concept. What he meant is that you only make a performance, I give you wages, did not make performance'll never get a penny from me. But smart business owners, we do not expect you to raise, but the basic living security you have to give us, you want us to give you dry live, gotta let us live. But those unscrupulous business owners, he did not even give you a chance to survive is not to. The Board signs the name of a certain person in charge of foreign trade is more shameless station, originally in the recruitment of our good time to say, 800 yuan a month, but by the time the wages, but not made a penny. He gives the excuse that some s still not credited into account, we wait a few days. well, we on other days. the other, but still is several months. these months, the responsible person of the time repeatedly delayed wages, and pledged commitment to hair day day. all of us are riding a tiger. go, wages you'll get a; do not go, to die is almost here.
Finally, I walked. because you know, I really can not hold on. I cost of living are all my friend and selfless Earthly Branches help to me. I'm also a live frugally. no car to work, would rather go three or four miles. Breakfast will never eat. Chinese food is sufficient to buy two buns look hungry. Dinner is back behind the house yourself buy millet doing to eat. often hungry to run the business. I believe very few people in this age went hungry. Even if you're hungry before, most also do not want to eat your appetite, but I really do not eat, only to suffer hungry. I have set all the expenses for one month only record of 150 yuan (this is in Shenzhen, ah, weird, right). Finally, the resignation of the responsible person, I mentioned only one request: give me 100 dollars, I leave, I do not eat.
I believe that part of the day will always be as hungry as weights of my life hanging in the center, shaking back and forth from time to time, extremely heavy, it always reminded me of them days you never stop been the second time.
Second, sentiment: my friends, my parents left the liar
after he had more than a month before I find another job. is doing promotions in the supermarket Members of a monthly salary of 800 yuan. then already in December 2003. that is, from my university graduate from July to December, a full six months, all my income is only responsible for the portrait that he sent the same pass the beggar give me 100 yuan, 100 yuan and that of my time looking for work again spent a few days over.
do promoters in the supermarket is really no alternative but to expediency. because when the survival time can not be guaranteed You have no right to choose. But although the normal working time, thought I read the book so many years, graduation actually degenerated to the point, it is very unwilling. Soon I switched to a gift advertising company, which under the 1350 yuan monthly salary has almost doubled. That my life has improved slowly. I no longer need the support of friends, and to achieve some degree of economic independence.
I am very grateful My friend. If there is no friend in my most difficult time so selflessly to help me, I really do not know how I will live a life camped in abjection. In fact there are a lot more difficult than I had who dreams of coming city, but thwarted at every turn, unaccompanied, only on the streets. I often see some people who spend the night inside the park, they ragged, unkempt, famished, Weidun, their eyes empty endless, hopeless and helpless. their side, only a small bag. It is the property of all of them worthless mm. Sometimes I wish I could say to them, go back, this is a cruel world, there is no you dream, this place does not belong to you forever.
very cruel very sad case, is not it? But it is reality. bloody reality.
I'm so glad I have a good friend. In fact we are from the high school grade interaction, from the youth since built up a strong friendship. and I carefully ran the friendship. has selflessly helped me in before him, and once his girlfriend to see him some days in his , and then I know he appeared on the economic difficulties, so waiting for him to speak, to take the initiative to a few hundred dollars on his desk. I know that he remembered my share of love. We each variety of each other help, never said thanks. because I felt it was redundant.