Ling

 European ling almost dust in my memory for many years, until a month ago, received a call from some unknown place, her clear impression that all of a sudden appear in front of me. Like a man in a deserted mountain road,UGG bailey button, both sides are grass decline, and suddenly they see in front of an extremely eye-catching colorful blooming flowers, swaying in the wind alone. when the telephone rang

appears on the display is a strange phone number, a connection, is a somewhat hoarse voice of a woman sandwiched faint sigh. I was in Europe

Ling. She said over the phone.

European Ling. I was almost shocked, I do not know the joy or nervous or apprehensive, holding the microphone shaking. Goes on clear lines, Ye Yan flying in the face in my memories, the clear clear qin melody smile at me, eyes are hidden in vague hint of melancholy, like a beautiful night in unnoticed black roses in full bloom.

do not know should be used to describe the beauty of her story about her memories in my heart, but also think of the University of everything brilliant. Germination in the pure and passion of age, started going to school each for boys and girls are the arguments, the evaluation. I do not care about these, in the same bedroom with buddies who are willing to meet no return, no return to do their guides and porters, I hide in the library alone, read the book three days.

time I was experiencing a lost love, the shadow has not completely receded, I put my spiritual sustenance in the non-stop writing and reading. When returned to the bedroom, listening to man bullshit candle going to happen, no return to this rate, no return to that comment, of course, are based on the appearance, temperament mediocre meal in a dig at Kuangbian after being excluded from the scope of discussion, the the rest of the call. At that time, I was lying spread beyond listening to the songs, feeling vaguely as some people call my name, to off the headphones, just to hear the laughter filled the bedroom, to confused and asked: one of the guys at my Knut the mouth, on the other side buddy said: Strange Stories in the perfect match ah.

me laugh and cry. Later learned, they say the northeast to the pro-fox is a freshman at the next level, I heard very pretty, is too pro-brothers and brothers called the sweet, warm and very generous, but also take the initiative to shake hands. This time, all male college students, the heart did not had enjoyed colored, whimsical and beautiful women all day long Therefore, the lady is the most popular, because they are not, so the more want the pursuit team is scheduled to be old long, from dining hall to the bathroom; pro-women, of course good, but because it is easy to deal with, so I find it plunges, self-sustaining capacity of the boys still keep up appearances , not interested, pro-women has become a boys

I do not know the girl in the end is not pro-mei, a full term anyway, have not seen what she looks like, of course, are Her know her name

was my third grade, after school a lot of time to the community. At that time the University of way to make friends and it is now. There are advanced communications technology and Internet culture, can be very convenient way of using virtual matchmaking. First saw boys and girls was generally met with in three ways: a variety of clubs, parties and all kinds of I just know in their own community in her. It was her second semester after admission.

community is the school I attended a literary society, is the oldest school, do one of the best societies to publish the . Poetry Literary Club, where I was head of the Department, in the agency office that day to edit the poetry section. Came to the door and heard voices inside the TV is turned on not only the sound but also monstrous, roaring sound came soccer. Went in and saw a girl back to my desk, the remote control in hand, shouting

I see her excitement as if to hit the TV remote control toward the past, and quickly shouted, hey!

her back, a brilliant smile face appears before me,UGG shoes, clear lines, Ye Yan flying, like a beautiful night enveloped me thinking. I stared for a long while silent, or she opened the Round Table, that place you see it through the game, you're old and ten bar.

I was shocked, and ask how you know.

Hey, I am your fellow members plus no return yet. I'm a reporter Department, the first grade. Hey, you're famous wit, of course, I do not know a descendant of the unknown. I'm Vatican Europe Ling Ling called me right in Europe.

listen to her breath and say no more, I realized she was often made fun of my friend's pro-fox. Hard look at her subconscious. She laughed, smiled and said, see what see?

see you are not really pro. I said, smiling even help laughing himself. She looks very bright,UGG boots, lipstick, eyebrow description was particularly fine, curly hair into the hard treatment, a casual dress. I think she is stylish, but do not feel Mei, on the contrary, I think she kind of temperament is attracting me, let me dazzle.

smile she tilted his head and said, I know that many people say bad things about me, you believe it?

I do not believe. I do not know where some of the immense courage coming, especially the people that she loved, so he spoke to her up to talk speculation, finally, to her bedroom phone. Then she would go, I suddenly asked her, tomorrow is Saturday, we went to the upstairs study hall doing the fifth teaching.

she said, yes, I'm usually the most western end of the third floor of the classroom, early, ah, I'll wait for you.

in the dormitory on the road, I still incredible, feeling particularly funny, even dating such a girl, do not know the man knows how to look after me.

want to go to Saturday morning, I got up early, back bags, crept from the loud snoring of the bedroom, slipped out, but kept looking back for fear of being followed. In the canteen to buy two breakfast, two glasses of cola, knows he went to the appointed classrooms, a look of glass across the back door, she had been sitting in the back row position, relying on their minds or are thinking about back problems.

I gently in, nodded at her to sit down. She smiled gently, to get around the other side of the location of the bag. I sat down beside her, two people suffer so close, I think the heart beats, there is no mood to see any book, to observe the classroom, because the early, empty. What she was thinking, looking at a spread of free books in English.

I have a breakfast, Coke gave her, and said you did it too early. She was amazed at my carefully, but also a warm smile.

I look out my professional books, but also how quiet no less than the heart, peripheral vision could not help but always look to her face. She did not seem aware of how to push over the book in English, pointing to a place to my interpretation. My eyes saw the pink finger nail polish, a sudden kind of sense of courage to dominate their thinking, to grasp her hand, holding in his hands. She did not seem surprised, nor withdraw hand, with the other hand to take over the book to read.

atmosphere a little embarrassed, but it is sweet. To that stalemate for a while, I said, can get out it? Another place. She had to pack, and I left the classroom.

we still have some deserted campus walking aimlessly along, hand in hand, but could not speak. I do not have to be found will make fun of me or worry, just feel with her, even had a strange feeling of happiness. After unknowingly came to the foot of the mountain, a stone path winding through the mountains and the woods straight to the top. I said to her, go up the mountain.

In fact, this road is the famous lover school path,UGG boots cheap, if a person up the mountain, do not go this route, so flush ducks cause embarrassment. I do not know why so bold, how familiar does not even invite a girl to go down this road of love. At a later time, I remember this is life? Is at first sight? Why do I like her? Usually say I am a very self-cultivation, a reserved man, why do so after another ridiculous move. In short the answer is difficult. Situation at that time, my face is red, his eyes look intentional chaos elsewhere to cover inner tension. She laughed, and ten brother why do you blush ah? Not that you walk up the hill to go.

she and I passed through the forest hand in hand, walked around a few lovers to the top of the road. Path is narrow, two people very close to, I can even smell her faint scent. In the top of the hill, there is the autumn wind blowing, the decline of a piece of grass blowing steadily. She pointed to a huge stone suddenly said to me, look, I saw it above the original long a strange purple flowers, swaying in the wind alone, in a desolate desolate look very beautiful in the.

She said to go to that above. So I helped her climb up the piece of large stones, whom heaven and earth suddenly open, lakes, mountains, plains, fields panoramic view, as in the vast spread of a painting under the vault of heaven. She and I stood in the wind, looked at the direction of the Yangtze River distant, like a jade belt spread with. She said that ten brother I sing it for you.

Then she sang, the song , and miserable in the. She could not say that the eyes are a deep depression.

that moment, I am amazed at her singing, but also amazed at her eyes blue eyes. Can not help but hug her, gently kiss her eyes, she felt like the sky blue light flashing meteors passing, hot tears gently fall on the cheek.

I said, I did not think you are so sad. She said, I will expect a lot of things, but life too much hurt, and his deputy to look for another, I for myself, do not change yourself for others, for you too.

I was surprised that I would not ask you to change, you like this is also very good ah, but I will always remember you showing the melancholy eyes ... ...

The fact turned out to be harsh, and soon I changed my mind. Although I have an appointment with her several times to avoid being seen familiar, there are new messages pass out. Day, night chat in the bedroom, I bunk buddy mystery to me, said: clear. But this very pro-fox will seduce people, but also grass is always greener, I heard that her boyfriend broke up last semester when the angry spitting of blood, rushed to the bedroom tugging at her hair women called her. This, I woodenly the. And then intends to alienate her, watching her, she self-study after class each school day, sometimes some people go to karaoke, sometimes, and some students to play sports. I like her to sing, but do not like her to go and those who mixed in a sports students, those who believe that no culture, only to find friends before and they deal with. Sometimes I keep waiting for her in the court door, pretended not to know her, then looked at her dissatisfaction. She nonchalantly past me, just playing, I always pretended not to pay attention to my side to watch. I still face serious.

did not find anything special about her to see a movie about her. Night screening of After the end, she was still happy to invite me to the coffee shop next to coffee, there, I asked her some things last semester.

her face suddenly changed, that this is my own business, I do not want to tell you, you did not need to know.

I said, I'm your boyfriend, how could you keep me ah.

she said, in short, the last thing I do not want to mention, I know, I've never done anything wrong, I was under the original act I go.

I said, I can help you, you can go another good way.

she nonchalantly said, thank you, no, way under my feet, I know how to go.

that her stubborn uncooperative attitude finally angered me, I angrily to handle Wang Zhuoshang a beat, coffee was spread all over the tablecloth. I said, I always knew you were a kind of person, it seems, you not only enchanting, but also stupid!

immediately saw the tears in her eyes pulsing with the kind of blue light immediately hurt me, I feel like I was wrong, and just want to apologize to her, she walked out the door away.

I hurried along to catch, but also embarrassed in front of the face of so many people running, walking quickly to catch. Run fast in front of her, hand over his face and wept, the sound waves over a piece of my heart torn. efforts to catch up

or not, ran into the woman looked at her dormitory, canteen downstairs I only bought a pack of cigarettes, to the elegance stood Beside the lake, a then a smoked ... ...

so parted, two people go their own way. I always paid attention to her, but found that she no longer had to pay another boyfriend. Over time, the bedroom that night, did not talk to her culture, on the contrary, in a school singing contest, man have praise for her.

time I have been to the fourth grade next semester, and then a few months to graduate. In the hectic, restless atmosphere, several of our buddies in the open air cinema school singing contest when she played, I feel is excitement plus moving, there was a time not seen her, dressed up, she looks dignified look, I felt her with my heart sad eyes, like an arrow, as stab me. She sang with a vocal rendition of Several foreign students went with the flowers on stage.

in the audience shouted: students, he gave me support and encouragement, even though he can not understand me, but I still wish him well, wish him the happiness he can find it ... ... , melancholy eyes when she looked at me in the direction of time. I'm like forest cries of the crowd in the tsunami-like feel kind of lonely suddenly, so the pain ... ...

she sang the last, is finished with a choking, her face jammed into a large cluster flowers, the tears can not be banned. Be a princess of the moment, the prince of her sadness, where it ... ...

went to another city after graduation, when walking through the others to her phone and mailing address, but embarrassed to talk to her farewell to take one of the World Wide Fund and melancholy to leave the campus, a lot of people bid farewell to the train station platform, and the guys one by one farewell blessing to the south on the train bound for. When the train slowly starting to see a girl Zhaixiamojing that platform, turned out to be her. She had been standing there watching me, they did not go to say good-bye.

I waved at her, and strive to make the most handsome smile, but his eyes are squint, not opened, opened his tears would not stop. See her hands fluttering gestures become smaller and smaller, on the platform alone was, I think of beautiful hilltop and the flower in the wind alone flowers.



to work after the university complex is still very deep, always think of some things on campus, including contacts with her, linger in the hearts of the retreat. Later, I travel back to the city, can not wait to ask her out, she came, very happy look.

I asked her to eat McDonald's, then this foreign thing for students, or luxury, I eat happy to see her head wagging, but also proud of a small piece may hum, can not help laughing to ask really that good ah? She said, because it is your brother's ten. I scrape on her nose straight, and said loquacious.

I took her shopping and tell her what clothes you can buy, I pay. She is on the counter next to the shopping and leisure brands, selected a long-sleeved red sweater, and gave the same style I chose a white sweater. I say it is lovers, she playfully spit tongue.

ago when at school with her regular bookstore, she knows I love to pull me into the bookstore. I just want to buy her book, a large number of the last election, she held all hold, but to also hypocritically want me to sign, I was in a , coax her is the famous Book of Songs.

play particularly happy day, evening watching the river at dusk, starry skies, cool breeze. I think I still like her, took her hand, she fell off, and no explanation. I am very surprised to see her for a while, they would understand the meaning of her, watching the waves scouring a river eastward away, are not facing the river wind sighed. Have up playing the violin, she put a piece of money to that, but these people over to his piano, say ten brother, I pull a song for you it. interest rates to soar

her head, to bow gracefully out of the body of the guitar playing a beautiful serenade. Clear lines of her face in the sky, in the context of the river, like a beautiful picture of the final fantasy that occasionally lift of eyes, down the quiet river, there are a myriad of melancholy in the sound of the piano in the spread of ... ...

That was the last time I saw her, and then busy with their own affairs, share feelings have cooled a lot school. Phone contact with her often to chat, then feel less and less common topic, I just think its heavy emphasis on a career, much less young and naive, but she still insisted on her life, her way, so the two less and less personal contact. Later, for a phone number, just that time of life had a great flow, and closure of the powerful to lazy to think about things in the past is not the original, so that students will lose a lot of contact, including her.

heard that after graduation she went to the Shanghai Evening News, a well-known work, pass the message to hear the phone, I was dazed look silly drama, saying softly, is not it? Not happy, do not care. I was surprised for his numbness.

Then, after many years, the shadow of her early memories become weak. When I was a business trip to Shanghai Evening News passed the house, however, that there is no desire to visit them, but feel like the place very warm, because she was in there.

Fortunately, his visits did not go, or certainly flapping empty. She recently saw a classmate, said she was only a year in the newspaper to quit. I was really surprised, and asked her where to go? She said students do not know, said she has seen the resignation of one side, dressed in particular modern, colorful hair done, but also smoking a cigarette.

I am speechless, some sad.



now received her phone, is a moving, or confused, I do not know their own feelings. Listening to her over there is from others that want to come to my phone, and then say a few words of greeting is with a hoarse voice. She asked me if I did not get married? I said not yet. She half-jokingly said that good people like me can not find it. I answered with a

, like you I do not want it. They feel regret, apologize to her, she said, okay, I do not care.

She said the day after tomorrow to come to my city to do some things to work, Hope to have a look at me. I said, Well, I went to the airport to meet you. Had wanted to ask her situation, she said: cold, and stood for a long time, until the entry of travelers from Hong Kong station. I was standing at the gate around, not many people, a tour of the elderly in Taiwan, a foreigner's tour group, which may not have her. I recognize the other young woman, a few students look like young people, are fashionable dress; a lady dressed lady, makeup was very strong, accompanied by two other women, may be the class secretary or bodyguard the characters are wearing sunglasses; There is also a husband and wife, marriage appears to travel back, his face filled with a sweet smile.

these people turn to cross the border out, there are people to meet, greet, flowers, and then trapped by their own. I did not know anybody, have never been and say hello. Until all the people emptied, leaving me alone at a loss to linger in the empty hall, I do not know what to do when your phone rings, is her voice: >
do not want to affect you. to see you, my wish has been met. In fact, you can see me. , or the newly married woman, looks are living according to their way of life, are happy, so I said: . I turned around to look, she has appeared in front of me.

First I was surprised, then laughed, and that although she has changed dramatically, but the pair of melancholy eyes, or as familiar, or like the wind, a lone bright flowers.

I said: