The last one written in the sina

 Write here the last one
(2010-03-29 19:28)
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Sohu ready to move back to the blog, not say, nor can see is that Sohu to whether children came to see swimming, only to find there as Sohu, in addition to speed. But even today, Sohu suspended moving tools, and had myself a copy of a past, not wishing, even wrote a 60 this month, get the long time before copies of the 30, continue tomorrow.
is my first blog on Sohu, was also written a lot, I do not intend to delete, this is an experience. time to write blog, is that psychologists should I wrote that this is a catharsis, indeed, read read, become a habit, read read, but also inadvertently left a pace of life. where the majority of work-related, is the emotional heart away, in the Here, I do not have anything to hide, in addition to bathing children, who do not know who I am. for bathing children, although she may now no longer so concerned about me, do not think that is my roots, but here, I still put her as my roots, there is no reality to it as unreal, the truth that to the illusion of I do, what we had ever happened, but it really made me feel a psychological dependence, what a feeling? love? not mutual, is not. unrequited love it, or sustenance, poor themselves but also want some kind of impulsive desire to swim directly to their children kicked out of the tolerance range.
own making.
child care is not swimming, it is very sad, but here, I still care for me when faced with a the illusion of The break she would not want to give up the moral fence, the pressure should not be to her. Unfortunately, no going back, or turn back time I have to eat, eat for the first time about her moment in the onion restaurant.
illusion of